TOO BUSY!

let me tell ya.Two weeks ago sunday has Iveys birthday party,then the next week was one of there family reunions,this past weekend was shot to pieces because Heather needed to help a friend with some personal things ,and this sunday is another family reunion.Between hef family ALWAYS doing something and my weekend hobbies(hunting,hot rod)i will never get to chill out.i havent got to go to XL.I am paying the price for that too let me tell ya.I heard a sermon on the radio the other day and the mans main point was that church keeps you strong.Having people to keep you on track is important.Well i understand that fully.Satan has been beating me up.Really been temping me with things i enjoyed back in the day.I am also guilty of having a bad attitude about what other christians are doing.I have the history of being really negative.I am one of those people that just say stuff without thinking sometimes.Thats good and bad.You never have to quess what im thinking but sometimes people get there feelings hurt.I am not perfect and i can tell you all the ways your not also...lol....I do think i do pretty good at keeping my cool.Well i havent killed any one so thats always good.But what i really need is to keep focused on God.When i loss focus everything suffers.but when im trying my best and striving to be closer to him things work out alot better.But dont forget what it says in Hebrews God disiplines his sons.Not to be mean but because he loves us.I wonder if thats where our parents got that its gonna hurt you more than me thing and im doing this because i love you.Well that what he is saying.He wants us to learn from our mistakes.I know this aint what i started off talking about but i just ended up here. God bless