UPDATE

WOW...things are looking and feeling awesome.Rachel and i are as happy as we ever have been.she is truely a blessing.she is just as fired up if not more fired up about getting more involved in the ministry.I joined West Rome Baptist Church this past sunday.YEAH i know i cant believe it either.i started realizing that i was missing that worship element.XL is totally where my heart is as far as serving others but at West Rome i get uplifted.I feel that my church family just grew by eight or nine hundred people.I still have not come out of my shell there as far as singing along but i do love the music.I really feel that its the right people and place for me to grow further in my walk in Christ.

As far as the mom thing goes.Its getting a lil better.we have been in the Man vs. series at XL and this past week was Man vs. suicide.i really thought it was gonna be a hard one for me to listen to but it was ok.Jarrod spoke about it in a way that i never heard pastor speak about it before.check it out at www.xlwired.com. i again want to thank all my friends at XL and west rome for being here for me.i wanna give a extra thanks to Rachel for being here for me the whole time and also a big thanks to Jarrod Roberts,you really made sense in all you said sunday.made me feel better about it all.It may be nieve of me but i dont think she meant to kill herself.i think it was another attemped to get attention but all the same your message was awesome.Im do believe that she accepted Christ when she was in Grady the last time.Satan just never got off her back.
so thanks to all of you that have been here for me and I Love You